want to die.
should die. everyone agrees. its just..there.
somehow kissing a girl in a hot tub spirals into NAKED FUCKING ON A COUCH WITH JUSTIN AND BOXERS AND TOPLESS LADY
i want to die.
i need to die.
what is left for me?
absolutely nothing.
my dad and ashlyn tried to be helpful and were all 'good thing he's gone'
when he's gone, i'm gone. i'm nothing.
i'm a hollow shell.
i'm a shallow, worthless, bitch.
i'm an uglyass whore.
i am piece of shit.
useless.
dead.
