new phone..not soon enough
today consisted of feeling sorry for myself
crying some more
winco
and a lot of sleep
i talked to tommy
he managed to calm me down a bit
i realized how many people are just blatant liars and shitty people
i had to calm down justin then
he thought zach was gonna kill him
he didnt want to come out of his house, get online, or anything
he just sat in his room texting me scared out of his fucking mind
i dont want to imagine him like that
he may of lied to zach about me
break the hot tub rule
but still
he's a friend...
zachary can be quite scary when he's angry.
i don't want to anger him anymore.
i'm going to stay inside all summer..
just me and pillow zachary..
i hope you all have a good one, however.
i think i'll be like this until it all blows over.
