am i too eager?
yeah, probably.
my outfit of the day. a clown's. complete with the hat and red nose.
zachary is at jenna's with many friends.
if only i was there.
if only i was with friends.
instead, going outdoors now scares me. it's like people look at me differently, or something.
oh well.
i keep thinking about time, people, and happiness.
and and and and yeah.
i realized i havent blogged that much lately. like, i have, but i think i missed a day [plus most of these posts aren't even very ..bulky anymore]
sigh.
i miss zach, things will never feel the same, even though he still loves me.
somehow.
i got him a present today.
it's a mr goodbar..
i hope he enjoys it...xD
my new phone is here, also.
:) i hate it!
