I have tried to start this blog so many times, so many fucking times, I can't even...What's on my mind? I'm thinking about Tyler and California and roller coasters and Tyler and Tyler and Tyler and food and soda and grass and Tyler and Mackenzie Layne and jealousy and love and honesty and phone calls and conversations about important stuff and Cat Frink and Dexter
Deodorant
Odorant?
Odorant?
Playing cards
half empty glasses
lost my glasses
movie theater
convenient store
hunger
highlighters
ulcers
eye drops
gum drops
raspberry candies on top of the microwave
the microwave
cell phone
texting Tyler
Tyler
3DS
why do I have a 3DS
laundry
gotta do laundry
chores
dishes
flowers
Tyler's black v neck and leather jacket
warm and tiny huggable people
people who are too tall to hug
how i hugged john early october
then i hugged Tyler
Tylers arms were happier
so much happier
better
lovelier
warmer
tinier.
tall people.
tote bags.
under-the-bed messes
in-the-closet regrets
regrets.
regrets.
you.
