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Wednesday, May 25, 2011

blame it on my A.D.D.

I make bad choices.
Eating hot cheetos, ow.
Drinking some monster afterwards, OW.
Deciding to chew some gum afterwards, FUCKCUFFNGGOWWWWW
My tongue hates me, I can't even focus it hurts so bad, I'm droolingge gaegvyrwgerre

Okay. The purpose of THIS blog entry is to re-evaluate what the hell's going on in my life right now.
I've just downed my second energy drink and it's the first time I've had a full one since that one night I was trying to stay up really late but had to go to school anyway and it was just a failed mission.
When I have so much caffeine in my system I feel like I can do anything. I like that feeling. Not gonna lie, I'm typing at about one hundred and a fuckton words per minute, I want to draw, I want to shit, I dunno, join choir.
I finally wake up and get to experience the old Kay-tee once more, someone who has faded into the background of the daily fatigue I endure for some reason on a very obnoxious basis
and I am so happy, so so so happy, right now and I'm pretty sure always I am happy. How could it be any different than right now? Right now is real and right now is happy. I could talk and talk and talk for days on end and I don't care. I just need someone to be willing to listen.
Actually no, I have a bunch of people who listen and would enjoy to listen but I just..uhhh..Don't want to inconvenience them with words. A bunch of words. I'm going to go take a speed typing test right now brb, blog
I got 113 but because of my mistakes it's a comfy 109.
I can deal with that.
I don't care!
I took the test about astronauts...
HAHAHAHA
Did you know it was derived from the Greek words meaning "stars" and "sailor"?
That's wonderful, that's truly inspiring.
I'm off~