web of lies.

oh, when did life get so ridicky?

pandemonium.

gnggngd, ffeerr. gggrrrpp, nehhhff.
online schools okay.

boyfriend?

why are you so cute? :)

no tyler.

fuck okay.

extended play.

i took out my extensions, i.
i dunno.
i liked them.
tyler might visit this weekend.
house sitting probably.
i dont know.

telegraph days.

his words are quiet like stains are.
on a table cloth washed in a river.
stains are trying to cover for each other
or at least blend in with the pattern.

my glue in extensions look really good, and i'm not going to lie, i'm proud of myself for finally being able to achieve what i wanted after two years. i cut them myself and dyed them and glued them myself and then layered them myself so they look natural
and i'm just in a good mood, and feel really really really pretty.

reading test.

siiiiiiiiiiiiigh easy

harassment!

:)

love is fucking weird.

this is what i miss.

• waking up in my own bed, any time i want, surrounded by my pillows and blankets and artwork
  
• seeing tyler any day we had a ride and got to cuddle, kiss, hug, and enjoy every moment of our high school love together
• cat picking me up for dexter nights
• la perla dinner with ben and erik
  
• van rides and talking about life with eric
  
• waking up and my sister being one room away
• sneaking out at the middle of the night to hang out with betino and chris and draw until the sun came up
• phone calls with tyler that didn't focus around my shitty situation
  
• not being in a shitty situation
• my furniture, mini-fridge, bulletin board, and whiteboard.
• football games with tyler
• school with tyler
• having fun with tyler
• texting tyler
• dating tyler
• tyler