err'day im hustlin

you are missed.

oh god do i wish you had service

then you could call me

please

please

please

please

pealsdwadf9aehyit is so dull here

roflolmao.

not actually that funny.

today is the 25th of july.

stupid, stupid, july.

tyler's camping with his friends.

i'm by myself.

i seriously crave conversation with someone.

anyone.

alas.

it's only marijuana!

i think we should take a break, in this case.

i got to see tyler yesterday.

it was really, really, really great.

nothing else i can say.

leather couch.

I'm so tired of being away from the people I love.
Or, person I love and people I like.

Or, person I love, persons I like, and people I tolerate.

OR! Person I love, people I tolerate.

There we go.

I have 50 drawings to do by the end of summer.

I miss Tyler's phone calls every night.

I'm glad he's been having a good summer, it's unfortunate I can't be sharing it with him.

I want so badly to be talking and snuggling until the sun comes up.

My mom even noticed I was looking a bit sad..

I bought a friendship bracelet making kit, and it takes SO long to make one that looks good!

I'll stick to appreciating them from afar.

I'm going home tomorrow, but I'm looking forward to spending time with my mom before I go back to Vancouver.

See, I said HOME again. Where is that, even?

Things are different, and I'm adjusting well enough. Seeing Ashlyn was nice.

I want to visit Tyler, I want him to visit me, I want his company.

I want to chat and nap and kiss and hug and feel happy and loved and EEEEEkKK

hurry up, people, buy the house.

BUY IT.

dew.

i keep saying "i want to go home"
but i don't have a home to go to.
unfortunately so.

i want to see tyler, bad.

every day is the same.

wake up.

crunch berries.

get glass of water.

bring upstairs.

watch tv/facebook.

talk to tyler if he's online.

otherwise, log off.

draw.

go with mary's mom to get her coffee/donuts.

tumblr, facebook.

draw.

lunch, if any.

facebook, tumblr.

tyler might call me.

possible nap.

draw.

facebook, tumblr.

talk to someone.

get sad.

blog.

dinner, if im hungry.

watch tv.

tyler might call me.

nothing.

sleep.

you blog more when youre upset.

there is nothing i can do,

you are gone.
and i can hold you in my hand,
but you slipped away like a fistful of sand

airborne.

hurrah.

am i in salem yet?

nope

sixty fourth street.

It wasn't too hard to get used to things here.

I wake up, eat, and do an assortment of dull, random activities until bed time.

But, there have been some good parts! I got a pedicure with Mary and the massage chairs were super wonderful. I went to the book store and got books.

Tyler called me today, I feel wonderful.

can't wait to go back to salem.

some guy photographed the house today.

uuuuHHHGHH

YOU'RE shitty.

sorry. i mean it when i say it, though.

this is shitty.

so i'm in vancouver.

we moved from salem.

i'll be back.

but my summer was fucking ruined.

that's fine.

who needs friends or a sister?

not me!

hahah!

YOU'RE SUCH A SELFISH DOUCHEBAG

thanks for ignoring me

pretty much happy.

eeeeeee!

pretty much sad.

:(
i was so excited to see him

and now i caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaant ugh thanks for telling me though

drug test.

OHHH,

good.

I love my friends.

To hell and back.

I love my boyfriend.

To fffff mars and back.

I love..everyone.

Always.

Everywhere.

You're amazing.

♥